I Am Okay , ♥
although noone ask me if i am okay.
I'm comforting myself (: .


To dear sister Xu Xueling :D.

You are enough to me , making me happy after every sad moments :] .
i've realise i'm not alone .
You're my only big sister & true friend.:D.
Only you does understand my eveything.
We din get to see each others often,
D:,but i'm glad we at least matain a week once meetup :D.
Everytime when there 's something sad, something unwell ,
Idk who to talk to , exept you,
so i bear th tears till i meet you, & thn everything'll be fine & okay after your talk with me.
I feel fortunate to have you,
I know we won't gng to lose each other.:D.
Friends comes and goes, but sister dont.
I always lean on you, find you for your reliable shoulder to lean on.
i never had to afraid that there will be no shoulders for me to lean .
You can lean on my shoulders too,it's always i 'm th one who lean on you,
Although you've your friends,boyfriend to lean on alr,
but sometimes If ya is feeling sad, can lean on my muscular shoulders too :D.
But somehow i feel disturbance to you,
I'm sorry .
Sister, thnks for everything .
I;m really glad to 've you.






We 're sister forever .



Maybe i've never found any true friends before, just friends tht i've.Sister, Can you be my true friend ?:D.

I have high bills for my smses,
but thn th one week of mr foo's consfication of my handphone made me understand,
th one week i;ve gone through without hp is actually okay alr.
Because even if i've got back it,
The message is empty,but a msg from my dear enoki:].
no msges at all,D:.
I feel so sad.I mean i dont need ppl to sms me just to make me happy.
is i realise i'm always th 1st one sending out msges.
Handphone is getting lesser & lesser use by me .

BUt still after all, I ned my sister's comfort & tht's enough .
I shouldn't ask for more,
because sister is enough to replace the emptiness of friendship . :].